All night, the day of my dads death has been repeating in my head
God dammit it won’t go away
my mom has been a cop for over 20 years and she is the one who constantly warns me about police aggression and young male cops and told me that if you’re ever alone on a rural road and a cop throws their lights on to put on your four ways and drive to the next gas station before stopping because so many cops are scum and it’s not worth the chance of getting hurt. the fact that SHE feels the need to tell me this shit scares me to death
being accused of being in the illuminati is the ultimate goal
thank you im crying so much I love you so much omg
I’m just so fucking sad and I don’t want to relapse and hurt everyone and my hands are shaking real bad and I feel like this: agsjdyxhdbkxyhdvsg
I’m all yours, if you’re all mine.